Made a new tumblr, haha :)
Saying goodbye to you will always be hard. Whether it’s for a couple days, weeks, months.. I just can’t. Even just imagining it in my head, it’s hard. I will cry every time.
I cry when you tell me your underway dates. I cry the night before you leave. I cry when I drop you off at the pier. I cry at night when I realize that I won’t see you at home. I cry because I miss you. Then I cry more thinking that you will be gone for months versus these weekly underways.
I can think about all the other times I’ve had to say goodbye to you and cry just as hard as I did. Like when I said bye to you at the hotel the night before you left for bootcamp. That one’s the worst because that’s the night that started this emotional rollercoaster.
I just hate saying goodbye, even if it’s really see you later.