Made a new tumblr, haha :)

02.07.13 /00:13
~   F. Scott Fitzgerald 
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True story


I’m tryna get ALL of that, haha.
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02.06.13 /01:45
Meal prepping again &getting back into a gym routine!
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02.05.13 /14:21/ 133

Saying goodbye to you will always be hard. Whether it’s for a couple days, weeks, months.. I just can’t. Even just imagining it in my head, it’s hard. I will cry every time. 

I cry when you tell me your underway dates. I cry the night before you leave. I cry when I drop you off at the pier. I cry at night when I realize that I won’t see you at home. I cry because I miss you. Then I cry more thinking that you will be gone for months versus these weekly underways.

I can think about all the other times I’ve had to say goodbye to you and cry just as hard as I did. Like when I said bye to you at the hotel the night before you left for bootcamp. That one’s the worst because that’s the night that started this emotional rollercoaster.

I just hate saying goodbye, even if it’s really see you later. 

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This song hits the heart. If enough time passes by, you’ll be dedicating this song to me.. 

Bruno Mars - When I Was Your man

“Too young, too dumb to realize..
That I should have bought you flowers and held your hand
Should have gave you all my hours when I had the chance
Take you to every party cause all you wanted to do was dance
Now my baby is dancing, but she’s dancing with another man.”

01.25.13 /17:39/ 3759
I’m more than grateful that he has been stationed at home, but I know he won’t be here for long. With more underways coming up it only means one thing.. Deployment is ahead. It kills me just to think about saying goodbye once again - going back to a long distance relationship, not knowing which days we’re going talk, and when we’ll ever see eachother again. I know it’s going to be awhile from now, but if I don’t talk about it now I’ll just bottle things up and when the time does come, I’ll just isolate myself in depression again. 
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